Wishing is fab isn't it? It's like making excuses for all the things you didn't do, are too scared to do, won't ever be able to do - but if you wish it makes it kinda fluffy & ok?
In my lifetime I have / will probably wished a million things, some things trivial,some ridiculous, some things deep & meaningful.
Here are a few of those wishes in no particular order...
I wish that I'd gone to glastonbury this year
I wish that I'd gone travelling
I wish I'd finished university
I wish I could have more self belief
I wish I had my parents uncompromising love
I wish I could be more driven
I wish I knew myself & what I want
I wish I didn't have to rely on others to get me through
I wish I wasn't so complicated
I wish I could be an actual disney princess for the day
I wish I could do things because I want to not because I have to
I wish things that were good for you tasted lovely
I wish that crisps could be one of your recommended 5 a day
Some of those things sounds selfish but I'm in a place where I feel like I've never given myself my full attention & it's time for that to happen - it could even result in some of those wishes coming true! Who knows what the future holds, its daunting but I think it's gonna be ok ☺
xxx
Monday, 28 June 2010
Sunday, 13 June 2010
today...
today has gone off track a bit :0/
but its not all bad, and it means i get time to sit here & have a little think about stuff while i type away to....? :)
since my plans have changed I should really make the most of a day off but I just want to be a lazy bones and stay here with a cuppa - its too easy (go away guilt!)
plans for the next month - sort my life out.
i'm not being funny but im nearer 30 than 20 now and man how life looks different already! why didn't someone tell me to travel, be wild, love every minute of ur youth? they probably did, but i'm sure i knew everything so i wudnt have listened anyway i guess :)
is it ever too late to change ur mind about the path ur heading down? even if ur not sure things will ever be this good again? should we just put up with what we've got if its good, even though it doesn't make us happy? or does just the grass just always seem greener on the other side?
I have so many never ending questions rolling around in my brain that I seriously fear i'll be 60 and still have no answers, still be sitting here wandering what to do.
answers on a postcard guys - all fabulous suggestions welcome from daydreamers & realists alike :0) xxxx
but its not all bad, and it means i get time to sit here & have a little think about stuff while i type away to....? :)
since my plans have changed I should really make the most of a day off but I just want to be a lazy bones and stay here with a cuppa - its too easy (go away guilt!)
plans for the next month - sort my life out.
i'm not being funny but im nearer 30 than 20 now and man how life looks different already! why didn't someone tell me to travel, be wild, love every minute of ur youth? they probably did, but i'm sure i knew everything so i wudnt have listened anyway i guess :)
is it ever too late to change ur mind about the path ur heading down? even if ur not sure things will ever be this good again? should we just put up with what we've got if its good, even though it doesn't make us happy? or does just the grass just always seem greener on the other side?
I have so many never ending questions rolling around in my brain that I seriously fear i'll be 60 and still have no answers, still be sitting here wandering what to do.
answers on a postcard guys - all fabulous suggestions welcome from daydreamers & realists alike :0) xxxx
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